You. No matter how much I try not to think about you, or talk about you, or be close to you I just cant help it. I never meant on making you such and important part in my life but now that I have it isnt anything like I thought it would be. I know you forget about me a lot. You never text me or ask me to hang out anymore, but when you do it seems to make up for everytime you didnt before. You were never supposed to mean this much to me….and now I’m left like this. But I cant tell you that. I would look like and idiot. So I just wait pactiently for that text message or that call that I know will happen when your bored sitting in traffic. And i pretend like it doesnt hurt and like everything is ok when inside I’m crying for to just tell me that you care, that you are here for me, and that you always will be on my side. But hey….you werent supposed to mean this much to me in the first place.